Monday, January 06, 2003

This is going to be an incredibly long and emotional 9 days.
I came home today and gave my mom a hug and she started crying. And not just little crying, like semi-sobbing. sigh. She did say, however, well I don't know if she said it or kind of slobbered it, but she said "I'm going to miss you so much, but I really want you to go."
Am I supposed to believe that? If it's true then God has really transformed both my parents hearts these months. Which i would love to be the case. sigh. I'm so ready to leave. I'd like to leave today. I'd like for ali to be home already. geez. has it been forever or is it just me?
I think dinner is ready. I'm speaking at youth group tonight. more emotionalness. yay.